My twisted 'Fairytale'

I started my life happy, no rules 'coz they weren't necessary.. no 'fleshly desires' I was totally innocent, wasn't aware of 'bad stuffs'. The only best friends I had were my family and baby Jesus who was born in a manger. I was always excited and my 'best friends' had an unconditional love for me. No FAKE friends, they were all real, No best food, loved everything mama made. No headaches on what to eat? Wear? Or anything like that. I wet the bed and it wasn't a big deal. I hardly walked, everyone took turns to 'carry' me.
I could come out in my underwear to say hi to a guest and it was ok....

Then I grew up

I'll Just go through the developments quickly

Had to leave my family to go to school, Maths now included alphabets :(
Fake friends came along, I get some conditions or rules in order to be friends with someone. (Even if everyone doesn't make the rules clear, you know deep down ''to be friends with 'this person' you can't fold the edges of her novel'' (just an example lol)

I have to think of what to eat and wear.
I don't get reminded to do my homework anymore, I realised I had to 'feed' myself spiritually, I had to 'want' to know God, no aunties or uncles to teach what the bible says as I usually had when I was younger. Mummy wouldn't come to tell me how many times to cover myself with the blood of Jesus before I slept, I had to remember myself...
Even Jesus grew up: I mean all I knew was the One who was born in a manger, but I grew up to realise there was more.. He worked, was a teacher, he even died!
I started seeing the 'monthly guest' *sigh*
Boys started coming, I had to think of how to say NO nicely :)  :(
I had to make fancy hairstyles, which are more expensive than making 'kiko' (twisting my hair in thread) lol *deep sigh*

I'm not gonna take much of time..

My point is... My 'fairytale' has quite a twist, it's the opposite of your usual happy endings!! I went from 'Cinderella in the Carriage' to the 'Cinderella with the mop and napkins'.

 

Note: I'm still a very 'happy' individual but NOT as 'happy' as i used to be.